Tuesday, February 23, 2010

0 for 2

I have almost survived 2 months of this new year, but I know not how. Each morning is a struggle to get out of bed, get dressed, eat, and then wait for night so I can return to the safety of my blankets. Hope is fleeting and each time my hopes are dashed I sink deeper into myself. And when I think I can sink no further, another hit drives me down. How long must I go on?

How long will this take?
How much can I go through?
My heart, my soul aches
I don't know what to do
I bend, but don't break
Somehow I'll get through
Cause I have You

And if I had to crawl
Well You'd crawl too
I stumble and I fall
Carry me through
The wonder of it all
Is You see me through

O Lord, where are you?
Do not forget me here
I cry in silence
Can you not see my tears

When all have left me
And hope has disappeared
You'll find me here
(Superchick)