I'm a little hungover it would seem. Only, I shouldn't be. I didn't drink much and what the partying stopped 18 hours ago. So the nausea and headache must be due to exhaustion and despondency. I only feel this way late at night when no one can hear me. Otherwise I'm pretty good at the lies of life. It's been hard this holiday season. I had to fight my facial muscles into the necessary smiles. That quick splash of icy water doesn't always forestall the tears. But I did my best. or worst as it would seem. It's my fault for messing everything up.
But, I thought I would post my New Year's Resolutions. Maybe it will make me more accountable.
- Do something for me once a month.
- Say no to something I don't want to do once a month.
- Read 10 new authors.
- Stick to a budget (and save some money).
- Get a job.
- Turn in all my assignments.
- And (of course) lost 15 pounds by the wedding. That would be 1 2/3 a month.
